I feel like a new human. Since the shock therapy sessions today the past year tuned into a minor blink. Everything is a new experience and the world is a beautiful place. Close your eyes and breath in life. It feels amazing to be alive again. Don’t be afraid to stare the thing that scares you most in life and make it disappear. I hope you understand how lucky you are. I love you. We all do. I’m very very very sorry for all the memories lost. But it’s better that way.